HEART ATTACK!!!!!

Putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you I'm never good enough

When I don't care
I can play him like a Kindle
Won't wash my hair
Then make him bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It's just not fair
Brings more trouble than it all is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show

So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I'll take off and run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I'll burst into flames

You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack - tack
Oh I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack

MY DEMI LOVATO 

with a great big hug <3 br="">

kenangan PRAGNENT 2bulan..

sedih sgt2 ble ingt blek hal ni.. hmmmm, nk jd MUMMY tp trpksalupekn cz aq xjaga bby btul2.. hukhukhuk...


hmm, aq kire bunting plamin kot.. masa mggu ke 10 prktikum, aq bleeding teruk.. aq mmg xnk cek doktor.. da 2, nk citer ngn mak pn aq segan.. aq cme citer ngn kaksu je..takut sgt2.. bile pie dpt tau, cpat2 bawak aq g jmpe doktor.. mle2 g klinik fitrah.. hmmm, tp hampeh.. dala kna bayar RM150, tp ntah ape2.. ble aq g klinik permata, die ckp kna refer hospital cz da truk.. aq kna cuci..

esoknye hari sbtu aq trus g klinik swasta @ pasir gudang.. hospital penawar nama die.. huh, mmg bayar la RM2000.. cian pie.. tp nasib baik kakak die leh dulukn duit.. kalo nk dpt duit time 2 gk, xtau la mane aq nk cekau..

pas 2 aq dpt cuti 4 hari.. tp aq kire cuti hari isnin je.. hmmmm, mmg la xde brpantang.. kt skolah  aq naik trun tgga lagi, siap brlari.. ye r, dlm prktikum.. sesape pn tau keadaan prktikum.. ngn lect yg ##.. huhhhhh

tolong!!!!! TERKUNCI DALAM BILIK!!!!! kahkahkahhhh

smlm aq tdo pas solat isyak.. mke da sangap nk tdo, mmg xleh nk study n stay up le.. huhuhuuuuuu.. da la kna wt projek TMK kt blik fara.. aq da trlungkup mmg xsedar pape.. bdk2 ni dtg pn aq xsdar lgsung..

nk tau aq sedar kol bpe?? aq sedar kol 5.30, 2 pn nasib aq mimpi seram.. errrr, xyah la citer mimpi pe.. xbest pn ingt sal mimpi yg mngarut ni.. haaa, tup2 time aq nk g toilet nk buang sumting, pintu tetiba trkunci ...

TIDAKKKKKKK!!!!!!

rupe2nye aq trkunci kt blik sndiri.. uwaaaaaa, perut aq da sakit sgt ni.. mcm2 aq fkir.. dlm botol ke?? xkn... emmmm, nk jerit2 biar warden asrama dtg bg kunci pndua ke?? pn xkn.. huh, aq pn call rumet.. soh die bka pintu.. yg die pn 1, g tdo umah pkcik bkn nk gtau awl2.. adehhhh, bkn salah die pn, sume slh aq..


time 2, aq mmg da xthn.. aq call fara ag.. kot2 knci blik die sama ngn blik aq.. tp usaha aq hampeh, ca knci mane la same.. uhuk... hmmmm

kol 7 rumet pn smpai.. dr kol 5.30 aq thn, akhirny trlksana kol 7.. 2 nasib kol 7, kalo kol 10, ade naya aq kt bili.. ish3...

hahahaaaa. kenangn yg menggeletek hati ble ingt..

ohhhh portfolio~

hmmm, hari ni ktorg kna kumpul @ dewan tun fatimah utk semakan portfolio.. n aq brnasib baik cz nama aq xdipanggil utk kes2 berat.. cian giler beb, cz ramai bdk yg kna selia ngn IPTI kna pggil n jmpe brsemuka ngn pegawai 2.. huhhh, mmg tarik nafas panjg aq ni...

hmmm, smlm ptg aq malu gk r.. aq nk padamkn nama PETER PAN cz muke die sntiasa ade dpn mata aq.. hati aq ni pn satu, ssh sgt nk jauhkn die.. n ade 1 hari 2 aq brckp ngn die.. die mmg baik la, baik sgt.. sesape pn ske tgk die.. hukhukhukkkk



abang, sayang sayangkan abang sorang je...

5DAYS TO GO ~ exam @ IPGKPM

hmmm, skang sume kwn2 aq ngah brsesak kepala 4 exam.. w/pn 2 sbjek, tp +-7 modul kna bace n hadam..
erkkk, sampai xleh tdo mlm ase nk hafal stiap teori n knyataan.. ssh babe..
hmmm, cmne pn kna berusaha..

eh, nk citer pasal en. husband yg jauh.. da jauh ni, aq jd makin mnja plak.. evry minute nik call n msg, smpaila die bosan..
aq ape ag, naik angin xmemasal.. aq pn xtau npe aq leh ngamuk2 paal die xnk aq call die slalu.. errrr, aq harap ni simptom2 aq ngah prgnant (huhuhuuu, nk ank)..

hmmm, pas 2 hari ahad (2jun) aq ajk la syafiqah kuar.. die bawak spupu die.. huh, aq blnje dorg smpai kering kocek..

eh nk tmbh aq 1 citer.. 31 may (jumaat) aq g mkn @ jusco.. tup2 ritu jcard day.. hahahaaaa, syoknyerrrr.. tp mlng sgt ble aq xbwak card aq.. ntah2 kt aji, cz xde plak kt purse aq ni.. jeng jeng jeng, aq bli baju tdo yg sexi.. hikhikhikkkk. 2 yg pie suh aq bli.. murah je, ade less.. tp RM30 2 kire mhl la.. n aq blik  pie bju batik.. hmmm, xde la cntik sgt tp bleh la cz murah..